'Cause you said, said he was the one
Baby yes you said, said you were in love
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Monday, June 30, 2008, 6:10 AM
'We control our own life.'This have been my own belief ever since my past incidents. Now, I shall let this saying go. I would like, and also, hope those people who are having difficult times, to control your own life. Don't like problems and tortures control you.
Hey dear, you can do it get me? Even though bad things may be happening to you now, it will pass. These bad things will pass, and eventually become memories only, nothing else. Now, your priority is still study. I know its heartbreaking, but please dear, stay strong. Only then you will be happy, only then you can continuing living for who you want to live for. Please, i will be praying for you.
You have the courage to do many things you want to do, but you chose to escape it by climbing up onto the ledge. Yet, god thinks that its not time for you to go yet. This is why, that prefect pulled you down from the ledge instead of seeing you jumping in front of her/his eyes.
Its you girl, you are special. You have that special courage that really glows. Remember the girl who took over the lead for SYF'07 and 'chionged' all the way till the end, even though obstacles kept preventing you from doing so. You are so courageous that i really salute you.
I like your specialness, you special way of delivering speeches, your special way of doing things that we all agree upon. Your special way of talking to your friends and cheering them up. But why can't you do all these by your own? Cheer yourself up, tell yourself you can do it, instead of just letting your own mind control you. remember, you control your own life.
I couldn't agree any bit to what you did to yourself today. It is really ridiculous. You know you have alot of friends and seniors/juniors to care for you. But why did you do such a thing? you know we all care. You know we all love you. You know that we are a team of lovely kids of our beloved mama. Girl, don't be silly already. Learn how to stand on your own two feets. Its the time to get all independant. & the future you, shall shine brightly.
I know that i may not be in any position to say such things to you. But girl, i treasure our friendship. I remember that in the past you used to come to me and say, "SENIOR!", you know how much i missed that? Until when you know my name, den you start to call me by my name. You know how many precious memories do we have? Even though its not alot, it is still a kind of memory that you should be thinking about.
Choices have consequences. what if you make up your mind to do somethings that you know that you will regret doing in the future? Have a clear mind. Think of what you should do now it the future, and not escape from reality.
Love you girl. Stay strong.