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Friday, June 27, 2008, 12:40 AM
I have many things to say.1. My old blog, http://teh-goodbyes.blogspot.com is available for views again.
Yeap it is, after so long of processing. I think they took like about a month to get my blog ready for views again. That previous blog have been my very long friend and i have about 90posts over there. So, if you want to know me better, i think that is the blog that you would have to start on.
However, i will still be using this blog.
2. I am going to school for cultural fiesta night today.
Although its like almost impossible for me to attend some school's event or whatsoever. Ya, i've thought about it. Since its my last year in school, my as well go for every single thing in school la. And i must continue to maintain as a good girl in school. Or maybe, even better.
3. I think that guys are treating girls as some asshole.
I can't tolerate this anymore and i'm going to make my stand. Girl's who two-timed with guys behind your boyfriend, you are worse than a jerk, more than a slut. I know that i'm at fault for scolding them words that are so crude, but what about them. Think of this, are the worthy of our respect? I don't even bother to care, and respect them so much anymore. In the future, once i know of these type of people, please, don't even bother coming and talk to me, trying to be my friend anymore. It's either you try your fucking best to hide it from me, or don't ever do such a thing. I will never forgive.
4. I think I'm too stressed up over 'O' levels already.
I'm such a loser. Small things like 'O' levels can already get me crazy. I think that i am so extremely useless at this point of time. I really couldn't tolerate anymore and i think that my brains are going to burst anytime. Whatever stupid fucking things i studied can no longer stay in my brains for long. I would end up crying from time to time. What the fuck is happening to me?
5. I quarrelled with my mum today.
I think that i'm seriously not at fault. From time to time i have been tolerating, have been trying my best to prevent all these stupid fucking quarrels. But from time to time, i have been appointed as an unfillial daughter who likes to quarrel with my mother for absolutely no fucking reason. Fine, than i shall be like this. Its not that i want to quarrel. If you guys know what fucking thing she did, you guys will be on my side.
6. Friends. Do i still possess?
I have been relying on friends too much. Until the extent that i think that it is absolutely well for them to include me into the group. yes i know that i'm very extra. I shouldn't be interrupting you guy's life. Im just like some strangers who came into you guy's world unknowingly and goes back into my own normal life again. Friends, do i still possess? Do they even care. Now, i only emo at home for no fucking reasons. What about the past? Where have all my friends gone to? Last time, my handphone will ring for at least 6times a day. And random questions like, 'what are you doing?', 'are you fine?' will just shoot out from their mouth. And smses, should be flowing like endlessly. my smses sued to burst every now and then. what about now? HAH. joke.
I really don't know what is happening in my life now, and who can help me get out of this. But, apparantly, i dont even know what i am doing.